Seeking Direction

I’m tired. I feel like I keep reaching for something better and it continues to escape my grasp. I try for love and keep experiencing disappointment. Or I temporarily settle and end up more deeply disappointed than ever.

I try for success outside of my job, and have several projects going, but, I get frustrated when it seems I’m getting nowhere. I’m not about using click bait, nor showing my body all of the time, nor gags, jokes, or pranks, just to get more views. I’m sick of how shallow our culture is. I try to have substance overall. Good character. Morals. Values. I try to help people and give good advice on things I wish I’d have known beforehand. But, it all seems to be falling on deaf ears or dry ground.

Sometimes I feel as though I was born in the wrong era, but, that can’t be right, because I’m here, now, for a purpose. Plus, bygone eras weren’t any better for black people.

Well… I guess that’s all I wanted to say. I don’t know the answers….

kay dee

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